why the hell do i have to do this

i really don't like writing at all. i am not a creative person and i do not do critical thinking very well at all. I thought when I was in middle school i wanted to be a writer but then i woke up or something. I think it takes to much time to write which is why i really don't like it. So i hope in this class it teaches me how to do it well and maybe i can enjoy it again.